WIN A SPECIAL DRAWING WITH PRINT FOR the 5000TH PAGEVIEW OF A DIGITAL SCREENSHOT OF MY ACCOUNT. PLEASE SUBMIT A NOTE TO ME AND LEAVE COMMENT WITH LINK TO SCREENSHOT FOR THE DRAWING/PRINT. It will be dedicated to the winner hence he/she can name the topic and form of the drawing, be it a character design or an enviromental shot, a digital painting or a vector drawing. I realized I have limited skills and cannot promise I can do all these topics perfectly but I'd love to try my best and see how it turns out ^_^

Mood: Feeling in Love...
Listening to: Eyes on me...
Reading: Spectrum 12...
Watching: 无极(The Promise)

OK. I cannot believe this is my first journal entry but I guess nevertheless I have to start at some point. First thanks for all the pageviews, watches, and visiting of my individual drawings. I am not really into kiriban but I am so grateful to all of you that has dropped by and encouraged me to continue with this action. I am ultralazy and not very productive. And lacking of audience do prevent me from drawing. I have to admit --- some people only draw for themselves and their burning desire of producing art. I admire this type of people with the deepest respect in my heart. But I am definitely not one of them. I like to draw for friends who enjoying looking at my drawings and maybe ask me for one of them even. Without audience I feel like a baloon without gas, just dropping to the groud. I do not mind critiques even criticism at all. And response is great and I konw my skills are thousands of lightyears away from perfect --- I do need a lot of criticism to improve. And only those who look careful enough and care a lot would spend their own time writing down it for me, only to help me and not to any of their own benifits. I am aware of this...

OK. OK. I guess I am boring enough now. But I do want to mention a fact before I finish this mostly pointless first journal: To express how grateful I am to all of you that has looked at my drawings or will look at it sometime at some point in the endless flow of the river of time, I would like to thank you with a special drawing for you if you provide a 5000th-kiriban screenshot of my mainpage and send a note to me. And, together with the drawing a 4'x6' print of this drawing will be sent to you. Sorry I do not really have the money to purchase any larger ones. I am totally broke with the plane ticket back China for winter holidays, and with all the gifts I have to bring back US for my friends back there after the winter break... God damned can you believe the visa application fee has increased to more than $100 a time and I have to apply for it every year?.... Well no more complaints but I am broke, officially, now... (Drop dead with a big bang on the floor...)